Apt 256
would you let me stay if I promised to clean the mold out of the coffee pot
and always kept the sink empty.
would you let me stay if I promised to stop crying
and didn’t get mad at you for spying.
will you let me sleep at the foot of your bed
if I promised not to snore or roll around
will you let me live here,
I promise I dont take up much room
and I dont make much sound
would you let me stay if I promised to always turn out the lights
would you let me stay if I was immune to fights
would you let me live here, I’ll clean out the closet and make it my home
so I could still hear your heartbeat when everything else is quiet
would you let me stay if I didnt insist on singing along with everysong
especially the ones i dont know at all
would you let me stay if i never lost my keys
or my phone or my wallet or my mind
would you let me live here if i pormised to remember everyhting i did
would you let me stay here if wasnt still a kid
would you let me live here if i didnt have fits of rage
would you let me stay if lived in a cage
you always said i was your bird
i would sit on my perch and never be heard
you can clip my wings
and lock my beak
but would you pet me at least once a weak?
tell me my feathers are pretty
and im your favorite dove
feed me worms made out of love
would you keep me if i was a basset hound
one that didnt trainging but was always around
i wouldnt bark and i wouldnt shed
id use your dirty laundry as my bed
would you let me stay if i was a drum
you could beat me as i listened to you hum
would you let me stay if i was your favorite place to sit
id carry your wait and never want to quit
would you let me stay if you could put me in a picture frame
you could look at me and i’d always be the same
not like i am now… always different than what you expect
built with out a mind and impossible to define
would you let me stay if i was you
always saying things that are true
would you let me stay if i was a wax candle
one that didnt burn you and didnt come unmantled
because right now im all over the place
and i dont seem to fit
and the look on your face tells me that your ready to quit
making more space for me to stay.
but maybe i could live on the patio
and youd never have to know
that i always kept my ear to the door
listening to your live a one man war
maybe i could be a welcome mat
or your gray hat
or your iphone
or your flannel shirt
or your shadow
or maybe I should just leave.
-Chynna
still my favorite. have you read charles bukowski? your stuff reminds me of his a little.
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure of the prompting of this poem, but I know the feeling behind it.
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